Like a continuation from my last post but maybe more personal to me...
By separating this into past preset and future again it is easier to see how time has affected and continues to affect me.
PAST
With the subject of the past there have been things in everyones lives that has changed them for the better. Whether that has been a positive experience or a negative one, the past is what makes us who we are today.
I think that with time comes wisdom, which doesn't necessarily mean intelligence because there is no way I would consider myself extremely clever, however I am in respects when it comes to people and peoples attitudes towards others.
As you get older you encounter different people and your knowledge of who you like gets narrowed down to who you want to be your friend and who you don't at the end of the day.
When I was younger (this even counts a couple of years ago) people stepped on me, messed me around and pushed me about. Up until 4 years ago when something happened within my family I took the bullying and didn't let it get to me, however I have since then "grown balls" and don't take anything I don't like.
Without my experiences in the past I would not have gained the knowledge of this and even though it took almost 10 years for me to realise I am glad I know now, how to stand up for myself.
PRESENT
I take every day as it comes, and if something or someone doesn't make me happy I don't let them in my life (sounds harsh but life is to short.... NOT ENOUGH TIME!!)
I love being at uni because it has given me 3 whole years to focus on a subject that I love and only that.
I know that what I do now will effect my future thus leading very nicely onto the next point...
FUTURE
I don't know how much time I'll have, sounds morbid but no one does, that scares me but at the same time, it means i'll just have to do more things I love sooner so that I don't have any regrets...
Time doesn't really affect me, its me that affects the time I have, and if I don't use it wisely and properly I will be the only one that will be annoyed by this.
I don't know how to feel about it, but you have control over your time and I can't stress enough that life is too short to waste it spending time with people you don't like or are mean to you, its too short to do things you don't want to do...
once again another tumblr styled post that is annoyingly hipster but its how i feel so there we go.
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